discoverin

This is something i never learned in rehab/ or in group. which now raises a major flag in my life. It should be something we learn. what to do when the threat to what you become turns from a mental thought desire. to a physical pain unexpected to play a part in the game. What funny to me. Is if i wasn't so strong mentally right now. I would have been in the hospital. finding relief. But i know. the solution to my problem is also my forbidden fruit. I just hope it goes on its own.