discoverin

that does not go away. How can i live life with pain. and now relief. This worries me. I know i cannot have opiates. and after so long of overcoming the thought mentally. the physical threat is nothing i prepared for. I just hope it gets better. without further assistance. And now i am battling not a mental call for pain relief but a physical one. One which is a new voice against the army of sobriety in my thoughts. how far will my mental army be able to control and keep me safe from a threat. a real one.